dear journal,

i wanted to close down this blog since life is a bitch, everything takes time to complete and it's cumbersome to record your daily life into this electronic memory.

on the other hand, why close down? i took alot of effort posting every single memories i went through be it alone or with someone else. i'll store them here in signin--edward.blogspot.com.

adding on to my reasons, i have nothing much to hold onto. nothing at all. i'm all alone, back to square one. no more harassment calls, no more report calls, no more nothing anymore. heehh freedom huh.

i feel so empty all of the sudden, i've built on a constant value and attitude base on a visitor who stayed with me throughout our journey. Now, i'm left with what's left from that visitor, some souvenirs.

i still remember i lost something valuable during this period last year, my ipod.
this year wouldnt be something valuable but priceless, .

Paint.my.rainbows.with.the.colours.i.like

Today is CSCC day, it's today