this was the one time in life when i was so close to death. and its probably the first time i met with an accident. it does not involve my car or with another motor vehicle but it was me, my weak fragile body of any human kind.

i was knocked by a motorbike while crossing a zebra-crossing over at my block area. its extremely ridiculous on how the driver could still go over the hump when cars in front are coming to a hail for me to bypass, common sense. It appears out of nowhere, i could not react by avoiding but my natural reflexes suggest me to lift up my right arm and leg to block the impact. at that moment, i was quite fucked up; my mind went blank. everything around my surrounding seems to have come to a standstill, cars stopped, pedestrians were shocked and everyone just freezes and starred.

i did not receive any flashbacks but i was worried for my existence in life. what if everything went wrong, every possible variables got worse and it eventually erases my presence.

An adorable yet annoying person told me, "if" is a big word and one shan't use "if" when they can't fulfill any promises they kept, he kept or i kept.

we only live our life once, and i didn't want any regrets in life. so the next day i told her, i misses her.

an accident that almost destroyed me but it brought down my pride.

signing off

xin rong